PainInRedEyes

.:Random White Girl:. Just taking her place into the world, that is one way to say it. So simple, duh? If you make something like that seem hard, you are just FUDJUCKED! I am everything, some of you people who call yourselves my friend, are not. Adding, I am no average girl. I don't wear make up, I'm a natural beauty. I don't straighten my hair because my curles and waves make me who I am. I don't color my hair because my hair color is just right for my hazel eyes. 5'3'' with an average athletic build. I've worked hard for it, believe it or not I was pudgy up until high school. Now I am a shapely woman above and below the waist, what more could I ask for. I live with goals and no one can stop me. This includes my best musical instrument; My Voice!♥ I believe love is apart of life and its' eternal bliss. You can quote me on this when I want to fall in love with someone forever. I am waiting to find his eyes in a dream, gleaming with pure love for a virgin queen(alias).

My stand: "Only Wants A Hand To Hold, Only Wants His Hand. Only The Soft Caresses From His Firm Fingertips, Only The Tender Kisses From His Sweet Lips. Only He Can Make Me Submissive, Only He Can Make Me Whole." I'm not a one night stander or a friend with benefits. Access to my pants isn't through mind games because I can play too. Don't get too close, I'm a good shot one way or another. If you can't take the pain, then get out! -points to the door- Call me crazy? Sure.. but aren't we all.. Without conceeded crazies and people who think they are "normal", this world would be a better place. People like us who know who we are and don't fake it just to seem in the "norm" could really make this world a better place. Done and done!

At my age, most people would not believe how clean I really am. Basically you could say I am Straight Edge. My virginity is a gift and I am not going to waste it on some needy soul. In addition, I've never been kissed or touched in any intimate way by a boyfriend or anyone. I am also proud of that too because I want my first kiss and all the rest to actually MEAN something. Sure, I can have a very sexual mind, even my voice can play put that doesn't mean I'll open my legs for you. So pull them pants back up and screw a doorknob hole. Another thing, I do not drink, smoke, or take any type of drugs unless it is for a serious medical problem. Happens very rarely. My mother is a nurse so I know a lot and know better. As for smoking, my dad has smoked around me my entire life, even when I have told him I don't like it. I prefer not to be around people when they are smoking. I have a very acute smell for it as well. You cannot pressure me into taking drugs.

I am an action, funny, horror type girl who doesn't get squemish at blood and gore...headbangers ball, t-minus rock, any shows that deal with rock on fuse, futurama, american dad, simpsons, south park, mad tv, SNL, CSI:crime scene investigaters, family guy, viva la bam, jackass, some anime not all, beavis and butt-head, robot chicken, celebrity deathmatch, that 70's show, king of the hill

I'm a hard core gamer, or try to be really. MMORPG's are my thing.. I enjoy a little Mario and Sonic here and there. I enjoy using the camera to capture the true beauty of nature. Photoshopping is my thing when it comes to RP or anything else.... I've been told I am bad ass... Quoted by Justin, Dan, and Booke. Reading is the bomb, romance and horrors are my turn on when the lights are up. Why not movies or shows.. right? Horror mainly, comedy sub. Blood and gore, suspense and weapons, think someone got some tonight. I did, my eyes were full of complete o'g'sms.. Like a mind blowing bullet. Music is my life, my love, my eternal youth...(Like huh?) But seriously, Rock and Techno/Transe are sweet bliss. I love violin play in rock, Freakin' Awesome!!! I'm a txting freak... I'm so fast I blow the wrinkles of the elderly into smoothness. Sports.. Ahh.. the apple of my eye? Naw.. I've just played them since I was little... From favorite to least: Soccer, Volleyball, Softball..

Coming from a background of domestic abuse, I absolutely dislike anyone who uses any form of abuse. Mental/Physical. It is down right degrading that humanity forms into something such as this. Using mind games to manipulate people is a No-No. Especially if one is doing it to someone who is very insecure. Adding, racism does not belong in my life. As a mutt of mixed blood I will not accept it. Also, I don't enjoy listening to people steryo-typing. Rap is the most degrading form of music I have ever heard in my life. Sure the beats can be okay, but the lyrics are like pure torcher. No offense to those who enjoy rap. Rape and torcher, anyone who can do shit like that are just fucked up.. Period. All those people who abuse the internet are just fudjucked up. Hackers, hell, I feel so bad for the people who have to deal with it. Hackers are just bullies, they need to get put in the slammer.

My dreams, no, they are more like hopes. I hope that one day I will be married, and to maybe have kids of my own or even adopt. I hope soon I can move and travel.

I cannot be corrupted nor destroyed. This heart surges with the innocence of pure crimson. Never will this pale skin be tarnished by violence of falsely led love. I am strong, independent. To love friendly is part of my therapeutic. To love forever is a binding contract.